The whole past week for me.. has been wearing me off. Firstly, work. Arghh.. I hate to clear piled up work and i hate it when it starts piling. Secondly.. it's personal - that i didn't sleep enough at all. Wah.. v sad.

But God! i slept so peacefully last night after my cg's canoeing day.. it makes me feel so good today. Woke up at 3am by all the msges and missed calls beeping every 5 mins which i haven't return them till now.. (gonna do so soon!) =)

This is the most tiring and fun event ever had. This one amazes me the most of all... God, you're so beautiful beyond description. Somehow, the sand by day and stars by night makes me remember your goodness and your morning glory. You da bomb!

Embrace - i love her.

Listening to embrace songs again.. it gives healing. =)
I'm beginning to love Sun, once again... She's my star! Can't help but to feel so proud of her, the things that she does, her achievements, the sacrifices all in all, and still staying so strong! Wonderful. It's always known that a prophet is not honored in its own country... i dun wanna be like the pharisees, the crowd that are so blinded by mockeries and riducules. To me, the crowd are like turkeys. Sometimes, it just gotta take someone with some guts to stand out from the crowd for the things that are not WRONG.

Loving SUN... and missing someone

Embrace.. a very heart warming song. I like.. When i heard it.. it was only so-so. But on Tues, when i saw the lyrics - it was like.. wow! NICE!!! Careen was funny. She read out the lyrics for us in case we do not know how to recon chinese words. Yeah, i took down the han-yu-pin-yin for that. The words are readable but the meaning behind the words are so super unknown to me. I asked her to translate the song and explain to me. Wow, it teared in my heart. The song just keeps ringing now...

想哭得时候 请想起我的笑容
流下的泪光 原来会在暗中闪烁
不管宇宙多辽阔 拥抱拉近你我的星球

A blur delivery man

This guy. I'm speechless over him. Made me so dots.
He came to deliver safety shoes to me. The 1st time he came, he delivered the wrong size. He die die also ask me to try.. I did as he told me to. Maybe different batch of shoes, different fitting. I tried, and the shoes flew off my feet. - I'm sorry, this doesn't fit me.

The 2nd time he came to Flex, he passed me by in his van. "小姐，哎呀我又忘记带来你的鞋。下次好吗？" I said, okay. No worries.. and i reminded him mine is size 5. 他接着说，"哎呀五号要等，因为得订做。3-4个星期。" I said, okay. I can wait. Just remember.. thanks!

Today, he came. I could see the excitement on his face. I opened up the shoe box... and i said: 哎呀，错了！He brought to me size 6 again, with a different model. *Arggghh* How wrong can it be... 跟他，真是八字不合！！I need to wait another 3-4 weeks again.. I said, it's okay. Just remember.. *Grins. Really can *faint*

I'm blocked.

The feeling is bad. I woke up this morning with a nose block. Now my ear is blocked. My throat is blocked too... and my eyes. So block.. super stone for today.

I was on the phone with my dear mbr till 4am. Time files! It's 1, then 3, then 4! ok, it's time. I will never do that.. never never on a weekday. But i did. Enjoyed a moment of folly, and now suffering like crazy! *Grins. And i realized, i'm not that young anymore...! Got up to read my bible, thou i honestly did not complete it.. but it felt good unceasingly.

There's still lots to catch up with!

PZ subzone outing - a new frd day!

We're together again, just praising the Lord
We're together again, in one accord
Something good is going to happen, something good is in store
We're together again, just praising the Lord.

I like this song. It has been a song sung for many years now, but seldom sing. This song speaks faith - something gd is going to happen and something gd is in store. Yes! if not for Pat, i would have long forgotten this song. We sung this impromptu song yest and i figured out the chords in no time! We did had a great time altogether. We went to recce the place the day before - Under the hot sun, adding the loooong wait for the bus 403. BUt all these wasn't in vain. In fact, i enjoyed every moment of it - chatting with pat, yah. One conversation we had - she planned for me to get married at 26. (1 area that a szl would be concern in..) *Grins.
By faith, yea, it can happen.. planning sounds so easy. How to when there's no ideal one yet? Oh. Cheers to myself. -Rom8:28- Haha!

My cg has 3 shys. I do not know why. Disclosed 2 on friday and shy 3 the following day. I can really *faint* upon the third!!!

REIGNING IN LIFE

This is good. You gonna love this!
Quote - 'People who deny responsibility for their own actions use a language that portrays them as passive victims of circumstance' - Theodore Dalrymple

Got this from Phil Pringle's files. He is so cool!
I'm gonna reign in the things that i do. Whatever my hands laid-hold on, there will be always an extended hand, a double portion of annointing that acts on it. Simply Awesome!

can i have 48 hours a day please...

I seriously think that 24 hrs is really not enough! knowing that i need at least 10 hrs of rest each day but i do not have the luxury to do so now.. *Roar* I feel so.. so.. useful. Ha-ha! Life gets too occupied with the so many things.. and the many things wouldn't allow you to stop and catch your breath even for a split sec. The feeling is want to faint already la. I really need to have good time management. God, need help!

I can really *faint* upon hearing this from one of my mbr. I said, it's gonna be a short cg msg. Then someone changed her mind and say... "sien, so short the msg.. den travel so far for wad" - wah....... Really can /faint!!

Well, i can make it longer to make your travelling worthwhile! =)

Put away childish things!

Be spiritual. Be spiritual.
1 Cor 13:11 "When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things."

This just hits me again.. Sometimes, we just feel disgusted by our words and actions we last did. The feeling is terrible. It's like a haunt at the back of the head. That's how the devil enters, probably. *Grins.

I met up with someone recently... sometimes, it could really wear me down. We shouldn't, should not and cannot live life based on our feelings. Our feelings are like crucial devices that the devil likes to manipulate and play with it. We shouldn't allow our feelings to take control, whereas, we should live life on the choices we make. So important. That's the reason why we need to read, know and understand what the bible says to overcome defeat.

The bible is our spiritual weapon. I love my BIBLE! Can't take it when people say that it's boring reading it. Really sigh...

Love is in the air!

I fell in love with something.. never did i expect that!!!

if i can see it, i can have it.

SOT

Yesterday was the orientation. I made it in-time for the dinner. I got to know my team mates. Thank God i'm not alone. Ha-ha! Basically, they are ppl from the same zone as me... not too bad, as i will enter a month later. My team contains 4 Japanese. And i do not know why - as i keep talking to them in chinese. They are all fun-filled ppl to mix with, and i believe the next few months of my life will be tough & an enjoyable one!

Now, just looking forward to it... =)
The tough just gets going... and going... and going...

I'm stretched!

Patience that is. There is just a small lil devil out there.., tries training my endurance level of hardship inconveniently. I feel like a whistling kettle. Who knows wad happen when it boils to the max... *Grins.

/muahahaha!! Ha-ha!

Him - only; would i encounter when the storms of life arises. Never in the same, safe, secured zone do i see his hands in movement.
I'm comforted, truely feeling at eased. Because life is simply Great!

Scoffers of mockery ridicules me. That's for sure and nothing suprises me. But even a simple guy - could say words... foolishly. It becomes a sad sad thing if one thinks that it seems rightfully right still..

Life is Great

Simply Awesome.

Something good is gonna happen to you today!

Feels like it's time to dream again.. i see the clouds, and YES I'M READY!

A late bloomer in life

That's me. and not quite me... All i could recall is that my blooming part always come in later than the rest, in stages of my life that is. But who cares?! A flower that blooms is still a good flower right! *Grins.
Did some reflections last night - its so true. I pray.. God, dun let my blooming part come in so late. I dun wanna waste time any more. I just wanna stay focus in the things that i do. Knowing that there is always seed-time-harvest, let the harvest part come in real quick!

One day in Your courts, is better than a thousand elsewhere! =)

think twice

The shoes are nice... But words are nicer!!

Got this in my mail.. I feel that it's kinda in line with wad i have read in Proverbs 18. Life and Death lies in the power of the tongue. Our mouth is a very powerful weapon. It could crush one's soul.

I visited the dental twice yest - morning and night. The long wait hath madeth me readeth Proverbs, as Bible was one of the reading material there! Cool isn't it?

I can eat now

Just got my stitches removed this morning. Ouch!
A hole in my gum for now.. I asked, It will then take 3-6 months to heal.

It has been an unusual morning for me, till now. I arrived at work only during mid-day and my phone hasn't ring for today yet! It feels weird. 2 msges, that's all. Ha-ha! suprisingly.. both are from names starting with "A". I got it mixed as having obscure sight in the morning each time i wake - reading msges way behind my time.
Amen! (to that 2 msgs) i smiled as the morning sun rises on my butt.

Easter 2007 is simply Awesome. I managed to take photo with Girrafe. Yew-hoo! Wanted the zebra to come along into the picture too. Arghh.. Sophian the zebra!!! But anyway, it still looks good. =)

长痛不如短痛 - now i know...

Good good. I'm healing! So happy. I even got back to work on the 2nd day! Miracles do happen. Monday - the worst part of my life, it seems. 那天真是受不了！不过，已经算是挨过去了。屈曲的那两天我瘦了一点五公斤。搞笑！The blood drinking experience is over...! Aw, it tasted like "steel" as blood contains iron. *so yucks!*

jabez, jabez! - it's over!

Yesterday, i just had 2 of my wisdom tooth off from my beautiful set of teeth. It was a horrendous experience, going thru turmoil at that point of time. It was a struggle between the dentist and i. The surgery lasted a whole full 45 mins, followed by an extraction of another WT. Gosh..Man. I took an extra dosage of the anesthetic jab, a total of 7-8 which seems countless... Ha-ha! I then suffered the acute pain when the anesthetic begins wearing off. Here's a sweet memory:

Oooo.. btw, i've washed it. That's not blood; that's my gums! It's in pieces cos it's HUGE... and that's turmoil. Sigh... i've been abstaining from food since sunday night; after having wonderful meals with Cherie. I'm too scared to eat now... as there are stitches all over my right gum. The feeling is bad, real bad. Kinda regretted my decision... but thank God, i survived thru yesterday.

Now, i could sing.. "Yesterday.. all my troubles seem so far away..." =)